Who Knew Stone Could Change

In the last year I have had so many things that have tested my strength in what I believed to be right in a relationship. Not saying that is a bad thing, just something that I needed because I had always had exactly what I wanted in past boyfriends, and never questioned or second guessed anything.

I have now gotten almost completely over the fact that people have pasts and I am not a part of it. That was probably the hardest thing, is to know that someone had a completely different and complete life without me. It's hard to take...that makes me sound incredibly selfish and concieted..not quite how I meant that. And I know its silly to think of it that way because I have had a past too.

I am now living with someone who I absolutely adore and quite honestly plan to spend forever with. Well not forever becuase I'm going to die WAAAY before that. And he had this tattoo that went down his forearm. I won't put the words on here because they are quite awful. (I guess a slight backstory to this...he was married before. I still hate saying that because it means I have to admit that to myself. And in his young stupidity he got a tattoo..not a name, but words. And she was kind of like an african devil of some sort. She couldn't be the antichrist becuase that is a priveledge not a curse.) So, he had these devil words on him, and everytime I saw them it was like she was there with us, and that is just creepy.

Like 4 days ago he went and had it covered up! (Picture Below)
And this is why even though I am with someone who has a long past that I am okay with it, becuase I know he would do anything for me, even cover up a stupid tattoo, and that I am the most important person in his life now, and the ghosts from his past do not matter anymore.

I am so glad that I found him and he found me.

And that is all for my sap. On a side note, the temperature finally broke freezing officially reminding me that this place is like Hell Frozen Over.